"In the end, it ain’t about winning the stage but it’s about winning yourself." He won AF Show after losing his confidence show stage The transition period of my life has just begun. I was approached to fill a new position in the institution I am working at which is the head of the department of a 2/3-month camp. I was not sure about the feeling I had. At the same time, I was sad because I had to leave the place which taught me many things, camp. On the other hand, I was happy because I would be able to create something that I called a “playing system” to broaden up the programs we had in terms of helping those who need to be helped. However, it was not as easy as I thought. I fought my idealism sometimes, I am in the midst of perplexity. I can simultaneously heal my past when while being open to the present. Instead of blaming the situation I am in, I would try to look for the lesson behind it. I will call this as a challenge that would uplift me to the higher phase of my li...