A few days ago, after interviewing some candidates applying to be a part of my job, I laid down on the couch next to my desk. Ninis, one of my friends in this institution was with me. We were in a conversation which would be inevitable if I didn’t stop her. She asked me “Why do you care so much about your camp members? Do they deserve to get your sincere attention ? How come you radiate all of those things to many people?” and so on. I made my answer as simple as I wanted, in hope that she would stop asking those questions. My deepest answer is that I have no little brother in my family, I do have siblings yet it feels that I am still alone as I didn’t grow up together with them due to several principals of life which made our relationship ain’t really connected. I wish I had a better relationship called bromance where I could share sadness, struggles, and pains with the closest one, my brother. The fact that I couldn’t. Ninis’ questions pulled me out to my transition period when I h...